Restarting

This is going to sound alarming: I don’t want to play Sims. I have been dreaming with the day I was done with obligations and I was coming back home and have the chance to deviate my attention.  But now that I can, I don’t feel that is what I want. Somehow, as I grew up, I learnt what my role was or what I needed to find my place and stop fighting the world to finally start taking part of it. Then, I developed a voracious desire of belonging to somewhere. When you want so badly to take part of something there is always the fear that this something will not accept you. Nevertheless, I will definitely never know if I never try so I consciously made the commitment to not running away again.